A memoir on my messy sit-com love story with an unlikely end.

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Our love story starts in a class room. In a dance studio in fact. Not for dance lessons. Though we did take irish dancing lessons together once, funny factoid. Anyway, our university was bursting at the seams, and I guess our class had no where else to meet. It was basically a songwriting/composition class. I believe it was actually a group lesson of sorts, where you would bring what you were working on. We were sophomores in college, hardly mature enough to be handling such matters of extreme heart spillage every week. And yet for the sake of education we were presented with the humiliating, yet sometimes rewarding task of sharing the vulnerable workings of our hearts, out in the open.

Did I mention it was in a dance studio? Meaning it had a whole wall of mirrors. Anyway so you would sit there, in front of the mirror. STARING. Staring at yourself, or staring at others (or pretending not to) as you listened to the sharing of songs. It was actually quite cool, maybe not the awkward staring, but the sharing was really helpful. I mean it sounds pretty embarrassing and I guess it was in some ways. However, the room was filled with the electricity of budding creativity. Creativity that for the most part had yet to be fizzed out with the ways of the world or the realities of a pay check. Creativity that was pure, new, and fresh.

The professor was an adjunct professor. Which means he was not overly “educational” or stuffy. He was often late and kind of weird. But overall he was a pretty happy guy and created a nice safe environment for sharing. I remember four distinct students from that class. Two girl friends who were very near and dear to me. Gals that I am not close to now, but I believe we would probably just about pick up where we left off, due to the nature of that raw season of life that we shared.

However there were the two other people in that class that would change the course of what happened next in my college years and beyond. Two boys.

Ah yes…

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Worship Update | Diversity

I got to catch up on a sunday evening service via video recently when the kids were sick and we had to stay home one sunday morning. Often I can feel lonely on a sunday when I have to stay home while Mike is at the church doing the services. However, the mood is lightened when I crank up the worship music, decide to throw the schedule to the wind and just enjoy the day!

My soul was fed through the music and the sermon as we sat there in our pjs and slimy runny noses and I was fervently reminded about the mission of our church and how exciting it all is.

Our Church has a mission and desire to “reflect the complexion of heaven” (Rev 5:9) and Mike has just been loving the excuse to diversify the music up a bit. Which was felt very much this particular sunday that I watched.

VIEWING HIGHLIGHTS:

  1. Mike’s rendition/mash up of “No Other Name” and “Holy, Holy, Holy” (8:44 in video)
  2. Indelible Grace’s “Heal Us” from their newest Album Look to Jesus (12:07 in video)

Did you catch the Tuba? I mean who could miss it! Mike sure has a way of roping them in.

Note: when including a Tuba in the modern worship setting one should make sure the player has a marching band Tuba made of plastic, as we have found it is most helpful when having to break it apart to fit in your car when needing to pick up your player on the way to rehearsal. Ha Ha! I’m a marching band geek myself so I smiled with pride. This kid was amazing. Didn’t he do excellently? So joyful!


Music We Like | The Corner Room

We did this song on sunday and I just wanted to share with you where it came from. If you need some new music to meditate on look into this from Adam Wright and his gang at Cahaba Park Presbyterian Church in Birmingham, AL. They have started a ministry called The Corner Room putting together songs with the Psalms. Check them out! Also if you need more to listen to check out Act of Congress more of Adam Wright awesomeness. He is a humble guy with a lot of talent, worth following and keeping up with. Every once in a while I like to give a shout out so there ya go.


The Silent Treatment is Murder: creative stuckness.

IMG_5761I often delay “doing” out of fear. Being a creative I have a lot of skills and platforms that I could use to tell God’s story in my life. Yet sometimes I squander and wonder and just do nothing. The art of story telling through art and song is a craft that is hard to hone. And out of perfectionism, I often shrink back. But I heard recently from someone older and wiser that giving someone the silent treatment is like committing murder. She referenced this in the bounds of marriage, however I believe it can apply in many areas.

Let me say that again: GIVING SOMEONE THE SILENT TREATMENT IS LIKE COMMITTING MURDER!

As I have mulled this over in my head the last couple days, I have come to a conclusion. My silence hasn’t been a lack of words, but a lack of tending to the projects that I want to accomplish. Projects, ideas that I believe God has given me both the skills and desires to do.

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